So much as keeping things to myself, to being discreet…I gracefully exposed my own private information on certain failure recently. And… the news does not help juiced up my mundane life as it is now. So much to impress the superiors I guess, now I looked just like any ordinary person who work to earn a living. What a shame! I could have been something marvelous, something big, instead? Just another normal human being who doesn’t seems to change anytime soon.
*Sigh* (this is the only things appropriate to do now…)
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We are all special in our own way.
And we all the same in our own way. To be mundane is to be the same as others, and sometimes when you're feeling down and want the company of others, it's nice to know you're not the only one who ever felt this way.
And sometimes , when you're feeling fanastic, and you wonder if it could ever get any better... you're just totally ticked when you find out someone did one better than you.
Ignore your "superiors" , this is your life not thiers. You please only yourself , mundane or not, and that is enough.
don't punish urself. don't ever loose faith in urself. if u decide to stay still, you'll be stagnant until u make a move -- change is needed.
i've been in similar situation many times before. and i've wondering, why am i here? i've been at better place before. for a couple of years, i've been looking backwards, enjoying the memories of better times -- regret while working. but i say, this have got to stop. i won't reach the destination if i keep walking backward. i want out! i want change!
life's a wheel. one moment, we're on top. another, we're at bottom. but how long we stay on top (or whether we're on top) depends on how we control the wheel.
don't move because of your superior. but move, because of urself.
p/s. i've accepted the fact that i am now at the bottom of the wheel and is determine to move my butt out of it. i'll never stop.
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