Fatal Error

People regards another mistakes done as another lesson learned. To me, another mistakes carried out is another stupidest thing one person could ever do especially when you are approaching 30, well, at least to my own mother. And yes it includes all those little things up to buying shoes that didn't fits. What worst is when you spent a whole lot of money on it… Another point here is, a little embarrassing to see that I am still going shopping for my own personal things with my mother. No, I don't mind bearing all the responsibilities for my home financially, but when it comes to my own personal splurge, Mom has to be part of it? And the idea that I have to go along with it which leads to another wrong choice made? It's the worst feeling a daughter, a sister; a 'career-woman' could ever felt. What makes matters most unpleasant is when this silly little thing dragged to other mistakes revisited. Choosing the flawed man, made a false decision to move, to work, to wear, to eat, to not take care of your own health etc etc. I tell you, it’s hard to be me, single, have a career (or so I thought) and living with a single parent. Tough, but have deal with it. After all, she did suffer for quite a time to get me this far, and then, there’s obligation…. What a day… what a life… For all said and done, I still love you mom.

A Horrible Fight

It’s not understood how words have an effect on people, be it good or just plain cruel. For I have mouthed some harsh words, caused a terrible dispute and happily admitted it this time, it was all my faults. I have failed God. I failed as a daughter, a sister, a worker, a friend and maybe to the extend as Your servant. Till when will I ready to correct all this mistakes and be a good role model for once… at least to my very own beloved sisters. Please forgive me God for I have sinned. Sin of I am too proud to admit that not everybody is perfect.