Lately days have been a dread. Routines are just dull. Travelling seems to be never-ending. Friends are just another human beings, colleagues look like another world-class enemy and family has only become a responsibility. Come to think about it, I have been complaining on the same thing all my life. It has become another bad movie shown to help out those D-class actors and actresses. Then again, real life is the real movie in action. People pretending they are somebody else in everyday course of life. You don’t believe it… then, take another look around. You’ll see two people talking with hand playing gestures, could be fury, dissatisfaction, argument or plain comedic performance filling up times with nothing useful spoken but thrash. Then you’d see one man show when someone in a 3 piece suit explaining something to his subordinate about nothing but crap. O yeah, who can forget those housewives that are so desperate for attentions; they made up stories just to wreck a perfectly quiet neighbourhood. What about those bullies beat up innocents for no reason? And those little kids who playing all day with no worries at all… What is the truth behind all those scenes? People do things they do just to get out of wherever they are, whatever they are doing and what could have happened if they stood still. Life is upredictable but we treated like we knew what’s gonna happened tomorrow and we just live as it is today. Will I regret the 27 years of my life should I die tomorrow? What a shame, there’s nothing to be proud of when I left for seven feet under ground when the time comes. All of sudden there’s rush of blood to my head, what have I done, what can I change now, who’s there to help… God… Time is definitely running too fast. I don’t want this movie to end… not now… at least not before dawn tomorrow. Lots of dreams yet to come true, lots of deeds yet to be done, lots of ‘amalan’ need to be prepared. I am officially scared right now.
p/s: lots of things yet undone before 2008… gotta run…
3 comments:
Sometimes, we just shouldnt bother about those terryfying scenes though,it just lead us to feel like an alien in our own habitation..The least we can do is pray to god , may we be the best actress only to a good scenes for always..
y..?any good things will b coming to u in 2008?if so,don't frget to share the story wit me when the time comes..
;) i like ur view on this, i couldn't agree more, earth is a huge theatre, various play performed at the same time. millions of stories. millions of endings. not to forget, millions of beginnings as well. what's ur play on this huge stage?
it's good to feel like i am on stage. it does disconnect me from reality for a while. and when that happens, i smile. watching how stupidly people race against each other. it's like watching a scene in a cinema. i am totally mine. but the truth that i couldn't get away is, i am actually part of the show -- sitting there not playing my role.
you've got a good touch on this one.
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