It is incomprehensible how Life is a well defined balanced that should keep people move on or at least stick with the routines. Yet, the event that happened recently somehow affected my routines and life sits still for that matter. Just when I thought single parent had a tough job, try being the eldest with a single parent and two other female siblings...
To begin things with, they never failed to impress me with their achievement. Or the least to have big ambitions that I knew some day will made us all proud. One has succeeded in becoming a dentist who wishes to prolong the skills to forensic, and one has been appointed as a tech leader in an IT developing firm where she only started working 4 months ago. I'd say that's something to be proud of eh? Unlike me... too afraid to pursue things I like… Changes going to come, changes will come. It better come!
Just when I thought we had a happy ending there, lightning strike again on our family, build up sorrow that long forgotten. Another dream of extending family members shattered again for unknown reason. How dare men just ended things by saying "there's just no more spark left". Bull****! All that tears for a heartless firm decision that can never be reverted to its old state of "this is a start of something good". It is such a shame that made us a fool too many times. This got to bring to a halt sometimes! sometime soon!
And it doesn't stop there... at the point where there is hope to at least ease the melancholic episode, that is our new home sweet home, the landlord did it again, loaded up the burden on our shoulders, with yet another threat that cause us restless nights, and days for that matter. How could one be so cold when it is all so clear that it begun with their wrong judgement on things that were done? How could they even involved themselves with Ah long and caused us to pay the price. It may not happen yet, but the threat sure is clear. How many unfortunate events have we heard about these malicious moneylenders. What if it happened to us? I will not forgive them should that come true to us. People... how come some could be so pitiless and cause us to worry all the times.!!!!
Of all and all that happened, I just wish our determination to stay strong in life will help us through these.
May God be with us, and all your prayers are truly appreciated.
To begin things with, they never failed to impress me with their achievement. Or the least to have big ambitions that I knew some day will made us all proud. One has succeeded in becoming a dentist who wishes to prolong the skills to forensic, and one has been appointed as a tech leader in an IT developing firm where she only started working 4 months ago. I'd say that's something to be proud of eh? Unlike me... too afraid to pursue things I like… Changes going to come, changes will come. It better come!
Just when I thought we had a happy ending there, lightning strike again on our family, build up sorrow that long forgotten. Another dream of extending family members shattered again for unknown reason. How dare men just ended things by saying "there's just no more spark left". Bull****! All that tears for a heartless firm decision that can never be reverted to its old state of "this is a start of something good". It is such a shame that made us a fool too many times. This got to bring to a halt sometimes! sometime soon!
And it doesn't stop there... at the point where there is hope to at least ease the melancholic episode, that is our new home sweet home, the landlord did it again, loaded up the burden on our shoulders, with yet another threat that cause us restless nights, and days for that matter. How could one be so cold when it is all so clear that it begun with their wrong judgement on things that were done? How could they even involved themselves with Ah long and caused us to pay the price. It may not happen yet, but the threat sure is clear. How many unfortunate events have we heard about these malicious moneylenders. What if it happened to us? I will not forgive them should that come true to us. People... how come some could be so pitiless and cause us to worry all the times.!!!!
Of all and all that happened, I just wish our determination to stay strong in life will help us through these.
May God be with us, and all your prayers are truly appreciated.
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Bykkkan SABAR..kuatkan diri, tabahkan hati, teguhkan iman.. insyaAllah.. lepaslah segala rintangan...
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