My body is a woNderful Pain

It's only early in the morning, and my body started to hurt all over again. Yes, I do have my fair share of being a woman, being sick!... easily. And with the same results after one check up after another really made me had it. Why would the doctor said I am okay when this constant ache keep coming whenever they wanted? Reading one article which had the same alarming symptoms I had, proclaiming the early warning of CANCER made me even more body-and -health conscious. But, when the doctors said there's nothing to be worried about made me question the system. How do you detecting cancer really? before it even reaches 'I'm sorry sir, there's nothing else that we can do'? Here we are reading, hearing and learning a lot of things to prevent it, and to be alert of those warning signs, yet, the doctor refused to let us believe we could be having it by suggesting all those expensive tests that could be a wasted of time. But, excuse me? didn't we, have our own rights with our own money that we wanted to be told to be cautious and just go on with the tests anyway? Leaving us in a wary of something big could happened and hanging on a thread is even more restless. And, I'm just tired to feel worry about it, to go up and down the doctor's office, to actually find a good one as one of the office's panel is not convincing enough... What is happening to a lot of systems surrounding us? Rather than helping us, they really just another object existed on this very earth doing their own things. Helping other in needs my a**.