My week of SPECTACULAR! SPECTACULAR!

Had a chance to watch two amazing performance within a week.

1. Transformers

The best presentation of my favorite childhood cartoon comes alive... in a major motion picture. Although the ending could have been given a more powerful touch, am still enjoyed the crazy brilliant of CGI manipulation. Great job indeed! It was definitely "more than meet the eyes". Shia Lebouf is macho and machoer as the story progress, therefore another pleasure to the eyes other than the amazing talking machines being displayed before me.

Like it. Like it very much.

Wonder what I would be if I can transform into something. A multifunctional tv I supposed? hmm...

2. The King & I musical

Never was a fan to the movie, but the theatrical performance was excellent. It was sponsored, so, I have to cherish it since i went the distance to go and made full use of the gift. And to watch it alone... made me appreciate it a little more. It was awkward at first, but I survived. Among the unfamiliar, very appropriate audiences, I savor the experience, and that brings me to another strike to my list to do before I am actually hits 30. Thanks majalah WANITA (although u could have given me a pair) :-) The actors were brilliant, the voice is powerful and etcetra etcetra etcetra...

Those two shows definitely MADE my very hectic and choking-me-to-death week.

I wish

for every human being on earth the best things in life... honestly...

Soundtrack is My wish by Rascal Flatts

I am the poor misguided fool

A very single- lonely guy friend asked me the other day, “did you ever felt lonely sometimes”, and being egomaniac that I am, I smugly said, “no… I have my family and my TV.” I wasn’t really thinking hard for that answer, rather transparently replied in such a way because I was determined to make this guy seeing the positive in life (after sudden heart attacks hit him due to depression). Looking back, and started to analyze all the things that followed, I wasn’t sure anymore.

When I said I had family full time, funny how my dad never really loved me and the only pat on the shoulder I got from him was because I took care of his favorite daughter while she sicks, I was told to sacrifice for the sake of the girls’ happiness, hold off my thought to be married first and wait for the right time to pursue my next academic pursuit bla bla bla. With family, it was all about timing, reminders, responsibilities and obligations. In the end, I won’t mind, because “After all I still can get what I want, even when I am alone”. Really?

When I said I have friends, as time passed, things are ought to change sometime, and before I know it, they all have their own families to care about, to give excuses not to have gathering during long weekends, can’t go out at night and to not be there when I finally need someone to talk to, and me living far from them all, certainly not helping. Am I mad? Nah, I have nothing but respect to that, they put family first above the rest. And I am back at one. Mono.

When I have nothing but sense of self when comes to weird pastime and hobbies, I was so convinced that entertainment can save my sanity when in silence and emotionally unstable. I defend every sound and features being the savior of my dreariness when no one understands. I sings, dance and act in my own quiet world of self deep down inside. How so this is all carried about? Alone. Hmm…

I definitely fooled myself eh? Who am I kidding? Although it’s the last place I even want to think of going, it is to the loneliness lane…

Some say I need a comfort voice to soothe, and gentle eyes to watch over me with tenderness, and a heart so I can make mine as a complete pair of organs; all from an honest male donor. Yet, hope can devastate when the expectation is too high, but for once in a blue moon, can you blame a girl for that?

So friend, I guess I am lonely sometimes...especially now... *Sigh* Wish Starsailor can soothe me with this every time

I am Flustered

So much for planning a perfect vacation way early, so much for finding a perfect time to suit others and in the end not mine and so much for putting other’s best interest before mine huh? Maybe that’s just the nature of me, always let myself down, guess I have been doing that lately... it was all unintended, I promise! Maybe I am not destined for all the good things in life. Maybe this just wasn’t the time.

It is still heartbreaking though, a total pain in the heart and mind. If only…

What else to do? Read.

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No place like home in the end...

I am shocked!

Come on now? They booted out MELINDA DOOLITTLE? What happened to all the Americans? Well, I guess they are in need of young American Idol eh? Still.. it's a major surprise in American idol History!

Dang it!

That's okay, Melinda will still rockin' the Music world anytime soon... she definitely will.
Urgh!!! Still am trying to digest the fact that she's out...

American Idol

I am hooked on E!

I wish I can say E for the infamous blue pill - ecstasy...but...it is actually THE entertainment channel namely simply E! for ENTERTAINMENT of the one and only tindletown, HOLLYWOOD!, channel 76 on ASTRO... honestly... it seems like my fingers keep pushing the buttons numbered 7 and 6 these days (especially the long holiday I cherished so much spent in front of the tv - yeah, what's new?)...

so, gotta love astro eh? looooveeeee it!

I don't Love you!

I Like

My current obsession: http://www.ilike.com

Can't seem to stop guessing those tracks or the artists snippits...

what's the prize? nothing... which is even weirder... i guess music is in my blood, might not succeeded as the composer or the artist, but definitely the biggest fan...

Next Target: 25000 (as i have reached 20000 points)

hahahahahahaha

The new interest

For some reason, I found men like LUDACRIS and Chris Rock is attractive these days... While Chris Rock due to the dream, Ludacris since after "CRASH" (which is a very good MOVIE) and the 49th Grammy Awards (which I can't get enough of). Maybe I should go out and buy that RELEASE THERAPY album by Ludacris (which is weird because I never really love rap music), a good release at least? huh?

Maybe just because they are African-American.

I dunno.

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The sweet dream

Had a weird dream last night, nevertheless I woke up smiling and all, and it’s been a while since I last smile waking up. In addition to that, that happened after a very tiring four days of sickness, (still a good weekend though). Bad health made you feels hopeless, in my case, it just made me stronger, because I know now although independent sucks, it still is the best solution, the ONLY solution for me I guess.

Never mind that, so, what really happens in that dream you ask? The story was, I found the one, I fell in love and supposedly gotten married, but I woke up! Dang it! So, who is the mystery man? Heheh. MR CHRIS ROCK himself… seriously! It was the best love affair ever!

And suddenly I am a frequent visitor of www.chrisrock.com. What can I say? I am a hopeless lover. (or so I thought?)